i crashed last night after all the stress i'm suffering at the moment just pushed me over the limit. i'm dealing with horrible housemates and others who live at the "ROCKET" programme in St Albans in vic. it's run by the western region health centre and is a psychosocial re-hab programme with 4 units one for the girls, and 2 for the boys and then a staff unit. when ever there are outings that take place for example we might go to doncaster or the beach for an outing and if i say yes i'd like to go, the others then say well if Jess is going then i'm not and then it turns out to be me who is the only one who goes.
then when it comes to sharing with the girls i'm sharing with, i'm not allowed to go into the kitchen when they are in there ect and they cook for each other and leave me out of everything. which really hurts me as i don't cope with rejection well at all because of my borderline personality disorder. i can only take so much bullying and the staff do not intervene as they say i need to learn how to cope with it. then nearly every night one housemate will turn her music up full blast at 12am to wake me and won't turn it off until around 3am
his is the stress i have to suffer all the time
